Who was that Person????

Have you ever reflected back on your experiences, and your actions and thought, Who was that person?  Bipolar made me think that way every day, mainly as I hit my late teens.  I am just going to pop out some … Continued

Big Changes… A Hard Road to Navigate…

Have you ever been faced with difficult choices? Necessary drastic changes to  improve or survive life?  I stopped talking to my mother, banned her from my life because we couldn’t take the manipulation and the negativity she brought to our … Continued

My Search For Help..

When my first child was born, Samantha, I was in love with her from the moment she was conceived.  I wanted children so badly, really I wanted to be loved, but as she began to grow older I realized something was … Continued

Bipolar & Relationships…

Have you had BAD relationships that you stuck with for an unknown reason?  I have!  My now ex-husband is one of them.  Let me explain a bit; When I met my now ex-husband, it was through my brother (older).  They … Continued

Beginning to Date at 19…

I think I have established my level of depression and I didn’t know myself or like what I new about me! My friend was really bugging me about dating, I was 19 and never been out on a date… “What … Continued

As my Depression Progressed…

As the years went on my depression and moodiness got increasingly worse. I continued to withdraw from everyone and everything. I would walk through the hallways at school looking at the ground and NOT interacting with anyone. I had some … Continued

School During those years…

OK I just covered basically through 4th grade on what my home life was like and such… I want to explain today what I went through in school,with other kids, as a depressed child. I was bullied by every confident … Continued