Shauna

I am a single mom, friend, website partner and all around nutty person. I have been diagnosed Bipolar II and that is what I write about, my life with Bipolar II and my kids etc. The ups and downs and the happenings in between! I am here to tell my story to give hope to others suffering from mental illness.

May 152013
 
I originally agreed to share this giveaway on my other blog, but I have shut that blog down so I can concentrate on more important things. This giveaway was so cool I wanted to place it here on bipolar2happiness.com and I hope you all think its as cool as I do.  Use the rafflecopter at the bottom of this post once you see how cool this is you will want to enter for your chance to win. Good Luck.
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“Make Our Own Network” solely organized this event and I received no compensation for this publication. My opinions are 100% my own and may differ from your own or even those stated in this post. Bipolar2happiness is not responsible for sponsor prize shipment.

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 Posted by at 9:01 pm
May 152013
 

In celebration of LeanOnUs.co’s 2 year anniversary, Sonia Bublaitis, has donated a beautiful piece of Art. The fun part is bidding on the painting!!  Come bid and see if you win. This piece would be beautiful in your home or office and you would be supporting both the Artist and LeanOnUs.co.

Most people are not aware that LeanOnUs.co’s creator, Sonya, has a difficult life financially and has been scraping by to keep this site running for the entire 2 years. I have known her for 4 yrs. She will kill me but it is time people understand that Sonya’s husband is disabled. He has severe arthritis throughout his body that started for him at age 10 along with other issues. He was unable to continue working at age of 36 and Sonya is unable to work as he needs her there to help care for him. She also has a son, 13 yrs old, who she home schools. They struggle financially, more than anyone would know. She is proud and doesn’t want pity but she wants to help others. We share that need to help others and she does that with her site LeanOnUs.co. As you know running a website is NOT free, there are varying costs and on a fixed income she has barely managed to keep this site alive and feed her family. She has no desire to earn money from the site so it is ad free, but needs help paying the necessary costs. Sonia Bublaitis donated this beautiful painting you see below to help keep LeanOnUs.co running for another year.

Please come bid on this painting and help someone with a big heart help others!  Click here to go to the Art Action, you will find the bidding widget in the side bar along with a nice post from Sonya!

Love in Motion by UK Artist Sonia Bublaitis

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 Posted by at 1:58 pm
May 152013
 

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I know you’re thinking what the heck is a slingbacker? Well it is the greatest little invention I have seen in a while. For those of us who love to have the open healed shoes that have a strap but hate when our pants or long skirts get tucked under our heel. It looks terrible and is annoying.

Here is an image to show you exactly what I mean:  slingbacker-solution

Alright now you know how it works, it’s that little rubber piece that fits over the heal of the shoe, then over the strap, then back over the heal of the shoe. It is soft rubber, comfortable and keeps your pants or skirts from tucking under your heal when you are walking or just standing. The un-sightly tuck of the hem of the pants just really takes away from the look of the outfit not to speak of being uncomfortable.

I found that it worked like a dream, and you might be thinking what I was thinking, isn’t that going to rub on the back of your heal or at the strap? NOPE it does not. The Slingbacker is super comfortable its stretchy soft rubber, kind of gel like very soft and you won’t even notice it.

The only thing I would suggest is that if you have a black pair of shoes, don’t use the clear one, get the black. What I mean is I have black shoes that I wore the clear ones, but you could see it, not that it made a difference as my pants cover it but I will order some in black and use these on the lighter colored shoes.

What a great simple solution to an unsightly and annoying problem. I am telling you if you order these you want to order both available colors, they come in clear and black. If you have black shoes you must have the black ones.

You can follow them on Facebook, Twitter and order directly from Slingbackers.com.

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 Posted by at 8:34 am
May 142013
 

Are you looking for something to help you create awesome hairstyles with any length hair? Well Whirl-A-Style has the tools. Check out these awesome styles you can create with their tools.

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These are images taken from their websites to show a couple of really great hairstyles you can create. There are a lot of different Whirl-a-style products and they are made for different length hair so make sure you check out the products you can order and what type of style you can get with it. Their website has a Wizard to help you decide what you are looking for and how to do it, they call it the Zaina Wizard so make sure  you check that out.

I recieved one for medium length hair. My daughter loves it and uses it pretty regularly. She loves to pull her hair up and it is relatively easy to use the whirl-a-style! There are videos and further information on their website, very helpful stuff there so go check them out at WhirlAStyle.com.

You can also follow them on Facebook, and Twitter and keep up on all the new styles.

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 Posted by at 8:15 am
May 132013
 

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Brushlove.com is giving away a Brushlove’s US $200 Shopping Spree to one lucky winner. The contest will end on May 29, 2013 so don’t wait get on over and get your entries in. Click the image!

To enter you will be asked a simple question, Why is your Mom your hero! So give it some thought and run on over and enter, again by clicking the image.

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 Posted by at 11:48 am
May 132013
 

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Brushlove.com sent me a BrushLab Thermal Round Hair Brush for review. We have been using it and love it. From the signature comfort cozi™ handle to the heat resistant nylon bristles, this hair brush is made to please. Easy to use and your hair dries super fast while you shape it to the style you want to achieve.

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I have tried several of these round brushes and none of them work as easily as the BrushLab Thermal Round Hair Brush. I love that my hair is smooth and shaped and in less time than it would take with other brushes. I was a bit delayed in doing this review as I wanted to use it for a while and see if it held up and it has. My daughter has dry brittle blond hair that keeps getting damaged with the heat she uses to style it but with this brush it doesn’t get as hot and is really looking much healthier.

Brushlove.com has more than just hair brushes so make sure you go check out the other lines of products on their site. They are also offering free shipping on $25.00 or more and they have a 366 day return policy. See the BrushLove.com website for futher details.

This site has so many great products, I hope I get to do some additional reviews. Make sure to check them out and follow them on Facebook, Twitter, Pinterest and their blog.

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 Posted by at 7:30 am
May 102013
 

It’s a ponytail elastic and bracelet in one! Function meets fashion with a sparkle!

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This is the perfect product for my daughter. She wears hair bands on her wrist all the time, they are too tight and don’t look right but this  hair tie looks like a bracelet and works like a hair tie in the hair. It has a beautiful bead on the hair tie and isn’t super tight on her wrist.

The material is very stretchy but is a thick flat piece so it lays nicely on the wrist and has a beautiful bead on it, you would never guess it was a hair tie. I get so tired of seeing my daughters black hair ties on her wrist cutting into her skin and cutting off circulation, they are not attractive and really don’t look right. She has always insisted on having hair ties on her wrist so these are a great alternative for her. She also has thick heavy hair but Heidi’s Hair ties hold her hair up and do not slip out.

You can see by the image I took off Heidi’s Hair Ties website above that there are a ton of colors and they are all beautiful. A great addition to any hair style. I have to admit I will be purchasing a few more of these in the near future.  We love them. Oh and by the way, my daughter likes it so much she is using this one every day!

Please check out Heidi’s Hair Ties , you need to try this product, you won’t be disappointed and neither will your girls.  You can also follow her on Facebook and keep all up to date.

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 Posted by at 1:15 pm
May 072013
 

Guest post by Becky W.

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As a mom, you’re likely happy to sacrifice your time and money to please your children. Their smiling faces, when they’re wearing clothes that fit and eating food that’s delicious, is enough for you. You’re the grandest gal of all, because you’ve given up so much to keep your family happy. Sure, you’re busy and maybe you’re majorly overdue for a haircut, but your family is happy and that’s what matters, right? Only, if you’re not taking care of yourself, are you truly happy?

Making Room in the Budget

Most moms seriously neglect their personal needs, their friends, their pre-kid beauty regimen, and really many of the things that defined them before they started their families. Oftentimes, the reason you’re needs are going unmet is because it’s not fiscally responsible. Sometimes the budget just can’t fit in drinks with the girls or a new spring wardrobe. It’s sad, but true. Being a parent means sacrifice, but it doesn’t have to mean completely redefining yourself.

You can take time for yourself and it doesn’t have to cost a small fortune. In fact, you should be taking more time for yourself. Dr. Robi Ludwig, a TODAY contributor, writes, “It turns out today’s mothers, whether they stay at home or work outside the home, are more stressed out than ever.” The article also states that, “The common term for this phenomenon is “the stressed-out caregiver.” In order to combat this stress, you need to make time for yourself.

What’s Your Passion?

If your passion is shopping for 12-carat diamonds, then maybe you should switch to cubic zirconia or seek out a less expensive passion. Some passions are more expensive than others. It’s all about finding some balance. Maybe you were addicted to home renovations before your family and enjoy do-it-yourself projects. Home renovations can certainly cost a lot, but they don’t have to. This is one of many passions you can fulfill, without spending a fortune. You can even take advantage of a Home Decorators Collection promo.

If beauty and health is your thing, then you deserve to be pampered! You can take an hour out of almost every day and you deserve to. Let your family know you’ll be giving yourself some me-time. To save money, do the pampering yourself or set up a home spa day with your girlfriends. If you’d prefer to lean back while someone else paints your toes, you’ll need to do some scrimping and saving. If you’re willing to do makeovers at home, you can search online for a Simply Hair Accessories coupon, in order to add some cute accessories to your new style.

It doesn’t matter what your passion is, it’s the effort you put into yourself that matters. If you enjoy reading, there are used book sales happening everywhere. You may not be able to afford bestsellers at full newsstand prices, but you can pick up some quality reads at a used book store for a quarter of the price. If your passion is dancing, you don’t have to spend a fortune on dance classes. Instead, try to make time each month to go dancing with friends or get yourself a video game that teaches new dance moves. It’s all about treating yourself good, so you’re happier and healthier for your kids. You won’t regret these moments, so seize them whenever you can.

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 Posted by at 12:45 pm
May 062013
 

Happy-teenagerI wrote a couple posts recently outlining the issues my daughter was having with Anxiety. If you want to read the whole story start with Bipolar Disorder and Anxiety in a Teen, then read Anxiety Please Go Away, My Poor Daughter, this is the final update on her saga.

We finally got the doctor to listen and they gave her a new medicine (One I also take) Lamictal. Unfortunately she has taken trileptal for more than 8 years and they told her to stop it cold turkey. Now I knew that was strange but these are doctors right? NO don’t ever fall into that trap. You cannot stop taking Psychiatric medicines without weening off them or you will have serious withdraw symptoms. Certainly not a medicine you have take for 8 years. Yep the bells went off that isn’t right but did I listen to them, Nope.

So we start the new medicine and halt the other one, and what happened? My poor daughter got really ill, she was ill for days and we knew it was the trileptal leaving her system. She was over heating, nauseous,exhausted and unable to sleep at all. So did I call the doctor that had enough brains to tell me to stop the meds all together, heck no. I put her back on half a dose of the trileptal and continued the new medicine, with in a week or so she was feeling better. The anxiety and the feeling of being ill left her. Now when I say “left her” I mean it is tolerable. We all know if you have anxiety you have symptoms no matter what medicine you are on but they are tolerable.

I have my daughter back. She is happy, joking, smiling again and I am so relieved. It took some time but each day things seem to get easier for her. She had been very negative and crabby for months on end and I told the doctor on more than one occasion that her anxiety was increasing and she wasn’t doing well. She has bipolar and well moods shift and the meds either work or they don’t. They are now all at work again so we are relieved.

I will continue to ween her off the trileptal, later this week we will try a quarter of a pill instead of half and if that goes well hopefully in a few more weeks we can take her off it all together. I will not increase the dose of Lamictal at this time as the 12.5 mg she is taking seems to be doing enough for her. I don’t want her over medicated.

I am thankful that I am able to treat my girls for the symptoms that went untreated in me and I am proud of them for working through the problems I didn’t even know or understand at their age.  I just wish we had better doctors to go to, Kaiser does not suit our needs to say the least. If we have to stay with them I am going to have to get a medical degree so my kids can get the proper care.

Thank you all for your support and good wishes. You are all always so kind. I share these stories so it may help you all in someway, even if it is just to show you YOU ARE NOT ALONE.. Love to you all..

Image courtesy of stockimages / FreeDigitalPhotos.net

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 Posted by at 8:38 pm
May 032013
 

Brushlove.com is having a monthly giveaway for some really great prizes. You can see them all in the picture below. Brush love have everything you could ever want for you hair, as  well as cosmetic tools, accessories, gifts, appliances even tips and video’s so make sure to check them out. Right now though please enter this awesome giveaway from brushlove.com by using the Rafflecopter form at the bottom of this post.

I was just on BrushLove.com Website and they have a 15% off coupon code there as well.

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 Posted by at 3:39 pm
May 022013
 

Mother’s day is just around the corner and I am sure you want to give your deserving mom a unique gift. You can do just that very simply with Novica.com. They have a great gift finder for Mother’s day gifts.

All the keep sake gifts on Novica.com are made by artisan’s from around the world. Every item is made with love and skill, the details are amazing and each item is very special. I received a 40.00 gift code in order to facilitate my review and a 40.00 gift code to giveaway to one of my lucky readers. I absolutely love the products at Novica.com and have held a couple giveaways in the past.

Mother’s Day is a big holiday for Novica so they have some special Handmade Mother’s Day Gifts for your Mom, friend, relative or any special woman in your life you need to check out Novica.com. They have some very beautiful Mother’s Day EarringsNecklaces and other jewelry. How about a special Mother’s Day Vase, or Handbags, they even have Paintings for Mother’s day!  These gifts are all handmade and of beautiful quality for a reasonable price.

Novica’s site is so easy to navigate you can search by holiday, price or category, this way you can easily find what you are looking for and have that special gift sent directly to your loved one. You can even have a gift note put in the packaging. There are even some tableware items, apparel, accessories, sculptures and more so make sure you spend some time looking around their site. The are very quick at shipping and there may still be time to get a gift to your mom before the day.

You can simply enter to win this giveaway that will end on 05/09/13, and give her the gift code and she can choose her very own items, it could be a nice addition to her gift! Here are a few images of items from the site.

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On to the fun, the GIVEAWAY starts today and will end 05/09/13. The gift code is in my possession so it will be given to the winner via email.

 

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 Posted by at 1:36 pm
May 022013
 

Guest Post By Becky Wilcox

Bipolar disorder is a serious mental illness characterized by episodes of mania and depression.

During the manic phase, patients exhibit reckless behavior and poor judgment, excitability, and agitation. Patients could also experience emotional outbursts, extreme insomnia, and several other symptoms.

During the depressed phase, patients exhibit sleep disturbances, loss of interest in formerly enjoyable activities, and loss of self-esteem. Patients can also experience suicidal thoughts, isolation from friends and family, and extreme sadness.

Many patients try to control their symptoms with dietary supplements, like omega-3 fatty acids, but bipolar disorder can’t be controlled by diet and supplements alone.

The best solution is a combination of diet, therapy, and prescription medication.Medicine-Bottle

Early treatments for bipolar disorder relied on drugs like lithium, Depakote (valproic acid), and a class of drugs called monoamine oxidase inhibitors (MAOIs). These early drugs had a lot of side-effects and restrictions that made taking them akin to playing Russian roulette.

People on lithium could not take ibuprofen because the combination would cause a toxic rise in lithium blood levels. Lithium also damages the thyroid, and prolonged use can contribute to thyroid disease.

People on Depakote, were cautioned not to take aspirin because the combination could cause stomach ulcers. And certain antibiotics would render the drug less effective.

People on MAOIs were cautioned to avoid several foods that contained a substance called tyramine, because they caused elevated blood pressure. These foods included aged cheeses, fava and green beans, soy products, and liver. Some sources also recommended removing yogurt, avocados, and raspberries from the diet. Many of these foods provide essential vitamins and nutrients.

Newer bipolar drugs still have side effects, but they don’t have nearly as many dietary restrictions. With some, like Effexor, the manufacturers recommend that you do not consume alcohol while taking the drug. With other drugs, like Abilify, the manufacturers indicate that certain drugs could intensify drowsiness. However, unlike lithium and aspirin, these are not potentially life-threatening contraindications.

If you have been living with a bipolar diagnosis for several years, chances are you were initially diagnosed one of the older medications. It is also likely that, over the course of your treatment, your doctor has adjusted your dosage, and even changed your medication to one of the newer drugs.

If you are still taking one of the older medications, consider talking to your doctor about changing. You can only buy Abilify, and other bipolar medications, with a prescription, so you will need your doctor’s approval to change drugs.

Use caution, however, because not all bipolar drugs are the same. Different drugs work on different brain chemicals, and changing could disrupt your treatment. If your symptoms are well-controlled with your current medication, it would be best not to alter your routine.

But if your current medication is not controlling your symptoms, or if you are unhappy with your treatment for other reasons, you might benefit from changing medication.

Do not attempt to stop taking your medication without your doctor’s knowledge or supervision. Not only will your symptoms worsen, but some medications have serious withdrawal effects.

If you do change medications, you might have to wean off your current medication before you start the new. During the weaning period you could experience a worsening of your symptoms, including suicidal tendencies. If you notice any change in your condition, contact your physician immediately.

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 Posted by at 12:31 pm
Apr 292013
 

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I have been wanting to learn to do more with different ingredients, so I wrote to JustAlmonds.com and asked if they would send me some products for me to do a review and giveaway. They sent me 1 pounds of Almonds and 1 pounds of Almond flour. I was so excited that they allowed me this opportunity so Thank you to JustAlmonds.com! You should go check out their site and products, they are reasonably priced and fresh.

I have of course been super busy and not gotten to experiment as much as I would like to but we made some pancakes with the almond flour and they were pretty good, I must admit it was a bit harder for me to work with and we messed it up the first couple tries but the recipe we had wasn’t the best. I plan to make some almond bread as well so I will update the post to let you know how that came out.  Did you know that Almond flour works well in Quick bread type recipes like muffins, breads and pancakes. It is gluten free, High in protein  low in carbohydrates and sugars. So it is helpful with those who need to watch their glycemic index.  The taste is far better than a wheat flour as well.

People with wheat allergies find Almond flour to be a great replacement. You can make Almond flour out of almonds using a coffee grinder or similar tool, or you can order it directly from JustAlmond.com, the prices are reasonable as well.

Almond flour can be stored in the refrigerator for up to 6 months, and even be frozen for longer keeping. So it has a pretty good shelf life! They say its best to store almond flour in gallon or half gallon glass mason jars. Using it straight out of the freezer is not a good plan as it can be clumpy.

just almonds The Almonds they sent were so good, fresh and tasty. I really enjoyed how fresh and flavorful they are! We have been snacking on them regularly. Not too many no need to get carried away but they are a great source of protein.

JustAlmonds.com has given my readers a coupon code to get 10% off your purchase.

The coupon code is: CASSIE – this will give you 10% off

On to the fun!! Our sponsor, JustAlmonds.com, has kindly offered a giveaway for the same items they sent me, a 1 pound bag of almonds, and a 1 pound bag of almond flour. Enter using the form below! Good luck!

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 Posted by at 1:00 am
Apr 282013
 

 

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I received an inquiry from BellaVita Usa asking if I might be interested in doing an honest review of their product, iPhone Wristlet. (pictured above) Since I have two kids with iPhones and plan to get one myself in May (for my birthday) this product was perfect for us to try out. With this wristlet you can carry with you the things you need without a heavy cumbersome purse or awkward wallet to carry around. I love that it has a wrist tether as well.

The quality is excellent the leather is beautiful the color is very true to the picture above. The stitching matches the color of the item and appears to be good quality. It is not too big yet you can fit everything you need in it for an outing. There are two slots, one with the clear plastic you can put your license behind and then one for credit cards or bank card. Plus the spot to put your iPhone in and there is no covering over the phone so you can use it while in the case.

We are really pleased with the quality,  size and handiness of this product and plan to purchase a second one in the near future!

I want to mention that BellaVitaUSA is holding a monthly giveaway on their site through June, so go check it out and enter for your chance to win a great product. Check their site for rules and details of the giveaways.

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 Posted by at 6:09 pm
Apr 252013
 

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I wrote a post the other day about my daughter and her anxiety, Bipolar Disorder and Anxiety in a Teen! Here we sit, with extremely high anxiety, tears, nausea, throwing up and the medicine they gave her didn’t even take the edge off, so they say take more.

She took two pills this am and what happened, her nausea was so bad she is home from school. Ugh, this child has a sensitive stomach so when we took 2mg of Lorazepam this morning she immediately started throwing up and couldn’t stop, 2 hours later she is still in pain and nauseated. I put in another call to the doctor and am currently waiting.

The problem with Lorazepam is that you take it as needed. My daughters anxiety is so bad 100% of the time that she is so sick when it turns into a panic attack she can’t stomach the medicine. I tried to tell the doctor we just need to change her daily medicines to counteract the constant anxiety so she doesn’t get into a panic attack but they just don’t understand that I know what I am talking about. They won’t listen to me, how could I know what I am talking about?  Hello Doctors, I have been dealing with this my entire life and for her since she was 5 years old. I think I know what works for her and what does not.. grrrr

So she is now laying on the couch with a stomach ache and nausea watching videos on her phone, when she should be at school.  She is to work today and although I don’t think she should work when she didn’t make it to school, the fact is that if she hadn’t taken the medicine I would have pushed her out the door and got her to school so she has to get out to work. I now that at her age I had a case of Agoraphobia that kept me from leaving the house and I don’t want her to get to that point. It was such a struggle to get out of the house, I would go through a lot of what she is going through, emotional, throwing up, diarrhea  had to force myself out but it took a good 30 minutes or more to just get out the door.

I left another message for the doctor today, same as I did yesterday and we are waiting, once again.. Just thought I would share her struggle so you out there having the same issues realize YOU’RE NOT ALONE.

Hugs and love to you all…

Image courtesy of marin / FreeDigitalPhotos.net

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 Posted by at 9:00 am
Apr 222013
 

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If you haven’t seen Kidorable, you must go check out their products! They have some of the most fun, adorable Kid products you will ever find. Not only are Kidorable products adorable but they are made to hold up to a kids treatment.

I received a Dinosaur Back Pack as a sample to help me facilitate this review. The back pack is so cute, the front pocket is actually in the shape of a dinosaur, with a Small Dinosaur hanging from the zipper. The back pack is very well made, the stitching is strong and the entire back pack is lined for easy cleaning. Any Child who loves Dinosaurs as much as my friends little boy will love this back pack. Keep in mind it is not a large back pack, it is on the small side, but most adorable and useful.

Kidorable is also offering if you follow Kidorable on twitter you will get a code for a free umbrella, with a $20.00 purchase.  You will also get an entry in the giveaway for following them too.

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The Dinosaur Back Pack

Here is some information on Kidorable, from the Kidorable website:

Kidorable, a leading designer and wholesaler of children’s products, transforms everyday, functional kids’ apparel and accessories into objects that excite children’s imaginations and enrich their lives at play. Kidorable is distinguished by their high quality, unique collections – from frogs to fairies, dinosaurs to dolphins, and ladybugs to lotus flowers – sold at apparel, shoe and gift retailers across the globe.

With 300 million Americans who have small children, know small children, act like small children, or are themselves small children, Kidorable’s fun, practical and colorful product lines are highly sought after, increasing consumer traffic and sales for retailers. Kidorable product lines include umbrellas, raincoats, rain boots, knitwear, embroidered shirts, towels, sun hats, backpacks, hangers and bookends.

Founders Liping Yang and Jonathan Domsky brought life to traditional children’s apparel and accessories starting with lions, cats, frogs and bears in 1997. Immediately embraced by children, parents, and other child-loving adults, Kidorable celebrated over a decade of continuous growth.

I just love these kidorable products, the way they are creative, fun and useful. They are so cute, from the rain boots, rain coats, umbrellas to the dinosaur towels they are all so cute and fun for all young kids.

On to the fun! The Giveaway:

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Kidorable has kindly offered one winner an umbrella of their choice from the Kidorable Site.

 

 

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Apr 222013
 

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I am sure I have shared that my oldest daughter and I share a diagnosis of Bipolar II. The last 8 months or so her anxiety has risen. I have talked to the doctors at Kaiser Permanante here in San Diego but they just want to wait it out. Really well thanks a ton because my poor 17 year old child has spent nearly a week a mess and Friday she had a major panic attack and it has not let go since.  Her anxiety is so high she has been sick, physically ill, unable to go to school or her job and well it seems Kaiser isn’t at all concerned about its patients on the weekends because we cannot reach anyone over the weekend when it increased in strength.

Okay so this post is not only about how useless Kaiser Permanente’s psychiatry care is, but more about my poor child.

This poor girl has had severe issues since she was about 5 years old. We have done well to get her mostly stabilized but the last couple years have been hard for her. With taking on more personal responsibilities we have increased her stress level, and stress with Bipolar = ANXIETY and depression. She has taken a part time job, goes to school full time, has just gotten her own car and will now need to pay for the insurance and this is all added stress for this teenager with bipolar.

She has been in a major panic attack since Friday and has been anxious for about 8 months prior. The doctors response is I will see you in 6 months unless you call. Her old doctor that was on her plan before her father put her on Kaiser (to save money of course)  would have been seeing her monthly at a minimum. Once she was not feeling well he would watch her like a hawk and see her every two weeks or weekly till she was better. I miss the ability to have a doctor that is not controlled by money hungry people, an HMO is what we have now. A big old waste of money but their Dad could care less, the court said he has to carry insurance for them but not good insurance is his answer.  Have to love those CARING DADS. Jerk!

So we are waiting on a call back from the doctors office. Hoping we can get into see the doctor or at least get an anxiety med called in. Wish us luck!!  Will keep you all in the loop with this.. If you have any suggestions, please leave me a comment.

Image courtesy of Jeanne Claire / FreeDigitalPhotos.net

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 Posted by at 9:55 am
Apr 192013
 

Fair warning my mind is racing, and therefore very disorganized so I am not sure if this post really is a Rant or me just sharing.

large-peace-signWe all know there is tragedy every where in the world, wars, terrorist attacks on the innocent. We are so lucky to live here in the USA and have lived a pretty safe existence away from terrorism when we compare to what other countries go through. I find that when I hear of these ridiculous acts of terror within our country and in other countries it leaves me feeling deeply affected.

We have been lucky to live here and lead a relatively safe existence but over the past years we have had, what seems to me to be, a growing occurrence of bombings, explosions, 9/11 type activity in our country. I know this is something I have worried about in the past when our presidents have decreased our military size, therefor decreasing our “power” within the world. I always felt that we were safe because we were strong, stood together and had the best of the best when it came to our ability to protect this country, until recently.

I don’t feel that way any longer. I have felt this change in our society and our country and feel less and less safe from this type of activity. Honestly I have seen it in other countries and had the same reaction. I may be wrong as I am not versed in every political arena but I am disappointed in the way our country has been run for some time now. For 4 years we had no budget at all, yet it is required we have one, but who is enforcing the government follow the rules set forth before them, it seems no one!  I am concerned about our safety as a whole, not just me or my area but our country, the world.

The changes implemented in our country where children of 12 yrs and older having medical privacy rights, where the doctors CANNOT tell the parents about, drugs, alcohol, pregnancy, STD’s and more without the MINOR child giving permission etc, years previous husbands and wives not having the right to know about health issues of the other, Forced health insurance, gun control issues, and the list goes on and on. Society in general getting more disconnected from one another, the overall level of happiness decreasing. The struggle to find and keep jobs, to take care of our families. None of the changes I have seen implemented by our government really meant to bring our society together or take proper care of one another. We are begining to be more and more controlled, our options and choices lessened more and more. I see these changes happening and I wonder why I seem to be one of the few that are outraged by it, no one seems concerned that we are losing rights as parents/people. Rights our country was built on.

Our country spends a lot of money, resources and soldiers lives (men and women) in other countries when I am not sure we are there for the right reasons. I know a lot of people that feel we are sticking our noses into areas we need to leave alone. We are not the all knowing that should be going into any other country to ‘fix’ horrible issues that are not ‘fixable’. You can’t tear down a society with war and ’fix’ it to follow our beliefs, the thought is absurd, that country has its own basis and beliefs, we can’t force ours on them.  This is of course just my opinion. Wow I got off on a bit of a tangent there, sorry. :)

My reason for this post is when these acts happen I feel it deeply, it affects me for weeks/months/years on a soul level. I am more emotional, fatigued, my moods begin to swing, I feel down and sadness deep inside. I begin to worry about things in general that I have no control over and I wonder if it is related to my Bipolar Disorder or if it is something about my level of empathy for others. I really want to learn more about how to stop this deep rooted affect on me.

I see on the computer images of people with their foot blown off and they are laying there exposed and I think who was so thoughtless as to even take that picture of that poor human being. This is the worst time of their lives, they may lose their life but if they don’t it has been altered drastically forever. Their family’s have to deal with the loss, or disability yet these images are plastered in newspapers and online to come back and haunt them. When I see these images it breaks my heart, we forget these are people with lives and families, we think of them as NEWS. I realize I am using WE on a loose basis really I mean society in general. I know there are others that feel the way I do, how dare the news people and private people disrespect others feelings this way, where is the compassion? I know there is no stopping it.

What I am trying to say here is am I the only one that is shaken to the soul by these acts of violence, by the general status of our world, not just our country? Are others affected this way or is it something about my make up or my illness?  I also want to note that I do not typically watch news of any form as it depresses me. I keep myself sheltered in a sense for long periods of time from the negativity of the news due to the way it affects me so deeply. I guess I am going with “ignorance is bliss” . The reality of war, terror and fear hits me like a ton of bricks when I am subjected to the reports.

By reading this post you can see that my mind is racing with a lot of different thoughts, likely due to my bipolar disorder. Racing thoughts tend to be an issue for me on a regular basis. I have to say I am not sure what I wanted to accomplish with this post and it has kind of taken on a life of it’s own, became a bit of a rant. Sorry for that! 

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