“Adjusting to what?” You Say. Moving to a new home! Ever since we moved two weeks ago I wake up several times a night for no apparent reason, just to look down the hallway. Did I think this would happen? Yep sure did. Did I expect it to continue for 2 weeks or more? Nope sure didn’t.
So my already sluggish mind over all the stress in finding a place and buying it is now exhausted, worn out and ready for some good sleep. I truly thought I would be sleeping by now, the kids have slept like logs ever since we moved in but not me.
Change is hard for me and my brain, it is like I get lost, my mind is blank. What do I do? What do I write about? How am I going to organize this place? I need to get unpacked! Why am I so short on money? On top of the normally abnormal mind a few days after we moved in the air conditioner broke. Mind you the day we moved was 110 degrees outside. It has been hot ever since and we are roasting. At least it cools down most nights so the house cools off but over 100 degrees is hard to sit in.
I am currently struggling with the warranty company (Buyers Protection Group) and the contractor that they sent out. This is the second guy as the first guy was, well lets just say less than professional and did nothing except waste an entire week for me in over 100 degree weather. Now this new man has been unable to get the warranty company to call him back. There is a lot to say and he says he really needs to speak to them but he has called numerous times and can’t get anyone to call back. He no longer wants to work for this company! ugh don’t quit now sir, we are so close!
My problem with dealing with the warranty company is as I sit in heat I get mad. Bipolar Mad woman, not a good thing. I don’t want to blow it be being demanding but holy cow can we get something done! I call them and when they tell me nothing and blame it on the repair man, well that makes me angry. I raise my voice and that is when I start to lose it so I can’t stay on the phone long. I had a hard time even calling anyone today, my anxiety was in charge for a while and I just couldn’t dial the phone. I finally got past that and called the contractor and then the warranty company but if I had talked to them much longer I would have ripped someones head off. Bipolar don’t take over now! I am not allowing it, I will remain me and I will be patient and I will understand that these things take time. Problem is my anxiety starts to creep up as I get angry and I will snap at people and I don’t like that.. I pulled up one of the meditation videos that I have and am trying to keep myself focused.
I feel this is a really negative post, but I really am feeling frustrated with not only my mind but the Air Conditioning not being fixed. I know things will work out one way or another, but I have to get my mind in order. I am not sure what to do as I thought by now I would be settled in better than I am. What gives?
Don’t get me wrong I am happy as can be with the new place, it is huge in comparison to where we were before and we aren’t tripping over each other. So nice. Even though the AC is out we love it!!
What has been going on with you guys lately? Drop me an email or a comment I would love to hear from you!